Friday, July 23, 2010

Shiz. Didn't expect my previous post to be..so BIG. o_o"
 Gah. I seriously sincerely took time and effort to write that previous post but the gif was huge. @.@


Oh well. I've been sighing at lot ain't I. Anyway, I was reading a few of my previous posts,( Yes, I was reading my own blog ;D) and it's not as bad as I thought it would be. HAHAH. Ayye.

Anywaaaaay, I KINDA wanted to go to WMS concert but naahh since like after Jeanne and Elle are in choir so they'd be in the hall the whole time and the others would have to go and perform and while they're performing I would be left alone to wander around in the dark dark hot night. Bad Idea. But like my Facebook is like spammed with people saying how awesome concert was so I'm feeling kinda bad but I wouldn't be able to go anyway since I've got no transport back and I'm not willing to sleep in school =="
Screw concert.

There's always Evo Night but I'm kinda worried it might turn out like COCO NIGHT,which frankly, wasn't very fun. So I'm like scared that if I take all the trouble to go aaaaaallll the way there and it's not as fun,then, GAAH. I'll only go if it's like Science Night. Sc Night was AWESOME. But hey, no one knows what will happen on Evo Night. So that's a good thing AND a bad thing. I'm also kinda scared my friends will ditch me when I go..I mean,like now that I've left, I'm so outdated and no one really tells me anything. So they'll be like talking about a topic I dont' know and therefore, I'll get left out. Screwwit. I'm already left out and a loner in my present school and I ain't going back to my old school to get left out again. DISCLAIMER: It's not like I'm weird or anything to get left out, I just don't fit in. Birds of a feather flock together. I'm NOT a bird. Get it? ;) 

You know, I think it's time I move on. Friends aren't everything. So what if my old friends ditch me? They're beginning to anyway. So what if I don't have any close present friends? My education's my priority anyway. It's time I leave people that I knew in the past and the people I know now, in the present past. :P and move on for the future. But it's hard considering I was "kinda" close to my past, at least I thought I was. Maybe I was wrong. Who knows. Time is the ultimate test for friendship. I'm trying hard to control myself from commenting on Facebook posts. Cos in the end, I'll get ignored anyway. And then I would feel so bad. So guys, if I ever comment on something, I really thought it over and over again and I'm SURE I want to comment about that. You guys may say, aww Rach, we won't ditch you! Yeh sure. I wouldn't know that. You wouldn't know that either.

You know, it would be REALLY NICE if you guys sms-ed me FIRST instead of me sms-ing you guys THEN you reply. D: Recently I'm also quite annoyed at someone. Ugh. It's like you're like "__" but YOU'RE saying I'm "__". WTH. You're the one who has changed the most. Not me. If you compare both of us, you've changed more than me. It's just so hard talking to you nowadays. You're always saying I'm "_" and such and unrelated things. The more I talk to you the more I feel annoyed because I know my message doesn't get across you. Either that or you're just pretending dumb. I used to miss you a lot back then. My crazy little friend.

THANK YOU ELENA! HHAH. You're the best (;
AND MY NEW FOUND OLD FRIEND! X) Eunice Quay, my uber awesome fellow write-a-lot.

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