Friday, July 30, 2010

Unfortunately, since I came late and all, I didn't manage to go into any of the rooms. I only went into BM cos Jeanne dragged me there. AHHAH. I didn't even play any of the station games. Didn't intend to anyway. OH WELL. SO yeah, but I visited my twin Debra's environmental club. She thought us how we could make compost. I'm sorry Debra, but I wasn't listening. Was probably thinking of some lame remarks to say. Debra suggested we smell the final product of the compost..after a few months. Abbie smelled it.

She said it smelled like her diarrhea. OH EW. Leave it to Abigail to make all these kind of unexpected remarks. Tsk. Anyway, I'm still contemplating as to whether I should upload the photos I took. Should I? Hmm.

Anyway, I didn't get to see MAE LING D: BOO. And I didnt get to say BYE BYE to Kenn. Our little froggieman. And Rachel Wing. Boo you rain. If you didnt fall down last night, I could've explored more. But seriously I dont get why they called it Evolution Night. I didn't see anything about Charles Darwin or smth. Cept it was on the tee shirt. But who cares anyway, I don't support the evolution theory. It's ridiculous. OH WELL.Did YOU know Skandar Keynes is Charles Darwin's great-great-great grandson or smth. He's descendant la. Skandar's an atheist. And we wonder WHY ;)

And Teng Foong looked happy so I'm kinda glad. He was all depressed last year. He's happier now. HEEEY. He's happier now that I'm gone. That's not a good thing ._. oh well. He's got more friends now. He's meaner now. Hhmpf. As in to others. Not to me. Cos I treat him weell and yeah (:
MUHAHAHA.

I went for Wesley's Evo Night. Like seriously, it's just like Coco Night. No difference. ZZ. I shall blog about being lost in the city but not now. I feel lazee. So deal withit. >:)

But I'm so happy we were able to take a few photos.
FINALLY AFTER MONTHS AND MONTHS OF PRACTICE, we finally learnt how to coorperate. Excluding the part where Abbie kept barging in on us. Especially when I was having duo shots and she and the others ruined it. GRR. It was SO hard to take group photos back then,now it's hard to take photos with just ONE person without gettng the photo screwed up by some random hand or a moving face or..gaah.

What's irritating was that I wasn't able to see everybody. In the morning, I was like see you later. Yeah I'm coming for evo night. But like, when I came, I couldnt see the people I promised to see. WTH. eesh. Everybody was scattered and I was like sweaty AND wet all over. It was raining and it was crowded. Thus the water and sweat. We were all crammed into the corridors and the canteen was like blasting music. Didn't they sing 21 Guns last year? Hmm. And Baby by Justin Bieber but with drums and etc this time. LOL.

LIDRA was the best I think. I only came at six. Missed Matthew's speech. Wonder how she carried out her speech since it was raining o_o and anyway, I made it for the SHAKESPEAR and the KARAK HIGHWAY. Shakespear was just lame thus I didn't enjoy it at all. Yes, I'm a little critic at times. >:) KARAK HIGHWAY was best of the best. Han Wei was awesome,as usual, our little actor. From the good script to the interesting storyline to the little details we all do like wiping the edges of the teh tarik cups. Splendid. HEEEY. Not bad. I summarized all into one cool sentence. KEWUL.[cool] random spelling. zz.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010



We live in a world that expects us to learn the basics, nothing more. We live in a culture that expects us to get by, like potty train or tie shoelaces,etc, but not thrive.

Question: Have you reached your limits or are you just merely at a point where our world's expectations no longer demand that you succeed?

Am I unable to do certain things or am I just unwilling to sacrifice the time and effort needed to succeed?

By labelling ourselves as "not a people kind of person" or "not a math person" or "im just a dumb blonde", we're blocking ourselves from flying higher. We're imprisoning and giving ourselves reasons to not succeed.

When we were young and while we were potty training, we didn't say " I can't. I'm just not a toilet person". No. No matter how hard it was, we still managed to get through. But as the years get more recent, the world gives excuses for not being able to accomplish things, excuses for not even trying to do things that we THINK is hard. Break free from the stereotypical mould the world has set for us. No. It's pathetic, we teens aren't just rebellious, emotional and lethargic kids. No. That's just the conclusion these people get from observing psycho/mental teenage kids! Seriously.

We shouldn't compare ourselves with our peers. Our standards will eventually sink lower and lower while our pride goes higher and higher.

C.S Lewis once said : " We're like eggs at present. You can't go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. It's either you hatch, or you go bad/rotten."

I gotta stop comparing myself to others, go after God and do hard things.
Hmm..now that alone is hard enough. D:



The fact is that as we get older we begin defining our limitations as what comes easily to us –

and our rate of growth in competence and character slows and falters.


When we were children our limitations were not defined by difficulty. Our limitations were not

defined by failure – even repeated failure. So what has changed? Why do babies, with inferior

motor skills, reasoning ability, and general physical and mental strength, why do they have a

nearly 100% success rate in overcoming their big challenges, while teenagers often falter and fail

before theirs?



Fun is a break from the “hard things” that we spend the majority of our time doing. Did you catch that? We view fun as a break from hard things. We have fun after we feel that we have accomplished something significant.Our culture, on the other hand, tells us that we should have fun first and do hard things only “when we have to.” Do you see the difference? It’s all about priorities. We will always prioritize that which is most important to us. A rebelutionary will place “fun” in its proper place, understanding that responsibility to God and others comes first. Our culture spreads the lie that our pleasure, our enjoyment, and our fun is first priority.Our culture acts like it’s giving us something by allowing and encouraging us to just have fun — but the truth is that when all we care about is “having fun” we’re being robbed. Robbed of contentment in the future, robbed of effectiveness for God, robbed of competence, robbed of character, maybe even robbed of the spouse we’ve always wanted, because we weren’t prepared for them and didn’t deserve them.A rebelutionary recognizes that what is most valuable isn’t always the most fun. A rebelutionary puts first things first, and second things (like fun) second.

Before I can ask whether I am willing to die for Christ, I have to ask whether I am willing to LIVE for Christ.

Before I can trust God to heal my asthma or my sister or my grandma's kidney problems, I have to trust God to heal my common flu or fever or even when I've got a bruise.

So AM I WILLING TO LIVE FOR CHRIST?
We must be known for what we do. Not in order to be saved, but because we are saved; not in order to earn God’s favor, but with the favor of His help.
Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is. But I’m a tell you what true love is. Love is not what you see in the movies. Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene, you know what I mean? I’m telling you right now, true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself, love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love. Love is when you lay down your life for another, whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister, its even laying down your life for your enemies, that’s unthinkable, but think about that. Love is true. Think

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres.Love never fails. Love is everlasting, its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time, love is the only thing that will last when you die, but ask the question why? Do you have love?

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You’re probably willing to lay down your life for your mother, your father, or your best friends, but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you? I’m going to tell you who did that, the definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love. The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow, hanging on a cross for your sin my sins, that is LOVE he died for you and me while we still hated him, that is love. God is true love, and if you don’t know this love, now is the time to know, perfect love.
The challenge ~ 365 ACTS OF KINDNESS FOR 365 DAYS OF THE YEAR
The purpose ~ To not just talk about love, but be about love
The goal ~ To live a life of love that will hopefully inspire others to love the same


Get involved! Cos I am. (:

Find out more.

Jaeson Ma.
www.jaesonma.com.

Cos pictures make the world go round. Wait. No. That's love. But there's so much love going out of the world today. That's why the earth's going mental. And like haywire. So can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? Cos I'm gonna wish for love right now. Why wish? Get to it and spread the love!

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.




Echoes of the Rainbow. Song of the midnight sky. Light from the shining sun. Twinkle from the little stars.
IT'S ALRIGHT, IT'S OKAY, COS THAT'S THE WAY LOVE GOES.
PEOPLE HAVE EYES. STOP WEIRDING ME OUT. STOP BUGGING ME. DON'T TALK IF YOU PLAN TO TALK ABOUT ALL THESE WEIRD WEIRD TOPICS. IT'S ANNOYING.
TOPIC OF THE DAY: LEARN TEAMWORK. Is it that hard to coorperate? D:
Learning Korean by myself.

It's kinda cool.. Checkit this website: http://hompi.sogang.ac.kr/korean/kkl100/lesson02/index.html

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

PROMOTED!

I've been promoted to go for the more advanced Japanese class! OH YEAAH.

UGH. Quick update then.
- I did 5 lifepac tests last week.
- Trying to squeeze and do as much lptees this week.
-Not succeeding in doing the preceeding point BECAUSE LANGUAGE ARTS is no easy thing.
Poetry- ugh what daphytlic,iamiac,metrical foot and what not.

oh well.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Shiz. Didn't expect my previous post to be..so BIG. o_o"
 Gah. I seriously sincerely took time and effort to write that previous post but the gif was huge. @.@


Oh well. I've been sighing at lot ain't I. Anyway, I was reading a few of my previous posts,( Yes, I was reading my own blog ;D) and it's not as bad as I thought it would be. HAHAH. Ayye.

Anywaaaaay, I KINDA wanted to go to WMS concert but naahh since like after Jeanne and Elle are in choir so they'd be in the hall the whole time and the others would have to go and perform and while they're performing I would be left alone to wander around in the dark dark hot night. Bad Idea. But like my Facebook is like spammed with people saying how awesome concert was so I'm feeling kinda bad but I wouldn't be able to go anyway since I've got no transport back and I'm not willing to sleep in school =="
Screw concert.

There's always Evo Night but I'm kinda worried it might turn out like COCO NIGHT,which frankly, wasn't very fun. So I'm like scared that if I take all the trouble to go aaaaaallll the way there and it's not as fun,then, GAAH. I'll only go if it's like Science Night. Sc Night was AWESOME. But hey, no one knows what will happen on Evo Night. So that's a good thing AND a bad thing. I'm also kinda scared my friends will ditch me when I go..I mean,like now that I've left, I'm so outdated and no one really tells me anything. So they'll be like talking about a topic I dont' know and therefore, I'll get left out. Screwwit. I'm already left out and a loner in my present school and I ain't going back to my old school to get left out again. DISCLAIMER: It's not like I'm weird or anything to get left out, I just don't fit in. Birds of a feather flock together. I'm NOT a bird. Get it? ;) 

You know, I think it's time I move on. Friends aren't everything. So what if my old friends ditch me? They're beginning to anyway. So what if I don't have any close present friends? My education's my priority anyway. It's time I leave people that I knew in the past and the people I know now, in the present past. :P and move on for the future. But it's hard considering I was "kinda" close to my past, at least I thought I was. Maybe I was wrong. Who knows. Time is the ultimate test for friendship. I'm trying hard to control myself from commenting on Facebook posts. Cos in the end, I'll get ignored anyway. And then I would feel so bad. So guys, if I ever comment on something, I really thought it over and over again and I'm SURE I want to comment about that. You guys may say, aww Rach, we won't ditch you! Yeh sure. I wouldn't know that. You wouldn't know that either.

You know, it would be REALLY NICE if you guys sms-ed me FIRST instead of me sms-ing you guys THEN you reply. D: Recently I'm also quite annoyed at someone. Ugh. It's like you're like "__" but YOU'RE saying I'm "__". WTH. You're the one who has changed the most. Not me. If you compare both of us, you've changed more than me. It's just so hard talking to you nowadays. You're always saying I'm "_" and such and unrelated things. The more I talk to you the more I feel annoyed because I know my message doesn't get across you. Either that or you're just pretending dumb. I used to miss you a lot back then. My crazy little friend.

THANK YOU ELENA! HHAH. You're the best (;
AND MY NEW FOUND OLD FRIEND! X) Eunice Quay, my uber awesome fellow write-a-lot.
That's just the way I roll.


Blaaah. I'm boreeedd. Wut should I write today? I'll just give you today's itenary then. Hummm...


8-something am- Ate breakfast. Lin Yong pauuu and uhm scones. Weird combo but who cares. At least I'm full (;


9am-Finished breakfast.
9.39 am- Downloading Gukgaga Bureunda for mom. YouTube x)


Uhh..
Skip to about 5 pm ;P


5.50 pm- Watch Happy Together on KBS WORLD. MEHEHEHHEH.
Dinner at around...6-7 pm.




* Little girl in her own world, Doesn't belong anywhere, Such a precious little pearl, Yet sorrow fills the air. *





Signed,
Little Miss Invisible.


Make me happy. (; I think I should add some MUZIK into this blog. Lemme see. Hold on a sec. I'm uhm,editting the playlist. Hope it turns out right!

Cheers.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

youaremine. xxoo












woah yeah. This works. Happy with the end result. (;

이제 다시 one better day~

(; One better day.

Hello peeple. I owe at least a few posts before I go on spontaneous hiatus again. HEHEHEH.

Okay. So I spent half an hour on the threadmill today. Ran/jog/walked 49 laps. WOOTS. And uhm, I THINK I BURNT A FEW CALORIES OR SO. (; I hope I did. Heh.
wtheck. i DEFINATELY UPLOADED MORE PHOTOS o_o LOL there they are.
 Here's some pictures for you to gape on and some eye candy for MEEEEE.

MEHEHEHHEE.
Rachiee... lovesyou,Joon. ;D




peace out y'all. I'll be baack. (;

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

ohwhattheheck

oh man. I can't enlarge my words! Otherwise they'll merge into each other. GAA. CAN YOU BLOG LAYOUT PEOPLE PLEASE PUT LARGER WORDS IN YOUR HTML THINGIES? IT'S SO HARD TO FIND BLOG LAYOUTS WITH BIG BIG WORDS. AARRRGH. >:( Sorry guys D:

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

*Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars?*

Just changed this blog's layout. Thinking of changing to another. I'm torn between two layout. GAA. And I'm sad to leave my previous layouts. AAH. OH WELL.

Watching American Idol Season 8 Re-runs! (; The Idol Chat team is uber lame. Waste of time seriously. Face it. People don't wanna watch you guys talk about what you think. We wanna hear people SING. ==" ugh. Irritating AND annoying. Cut the nonsense and get on with the SHOW lah. YEESH.

Multi colored post! TEEHEE. ;) Hope I remember to enlarge all my posts from now on. These editors are like dumb. HELLO?? PUNY WORDS=HEADACHE=NO ONE WILL READ YOUR BLOG. Thats why, I,an experienced pro, am not gonna write looong posts cos no one will read em and post small small words. THEREFORE, THIS IS GONNA BE A BLOG WORTH READING. I HOPE. ;D

Here's Rachiee, signing off now.
Buh byee <3

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I could really use a wish right now..

I could really use a wish right now,wish right now,wish right now.

Shizz. Quick update. Nah. I don't feel like telling you now. OH WELL. ;D

It's a new week. Hoping to go for Evo Night on the 30th Jul. Dont think I can make it though. Hope things turn out well..somehow. HEH HEH. It's beena slowww week.


Kpop Update: im currenly addicted to MBLAQ and Jo Kwon and G.NA.
kdrama update: CALL OF THE COUNTRY/SECRET AGENT MISS OH/GUKGAGA BUREUNDA. Uber awesome. WATCH IT >:)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

pictures of the day! ;D


cheeeseee!


photography interests our brain.



P.H.L.O.G post two. :D


addicted.




Here's more for you and enjoyment for me. (;

Phlogging (:





Heyyo. I should post some pictures I took :D to spice up me blog. OKAY. So here they are. ;) Comments and uhm,advice appreciated. ;D

Monday, July 12, 2010

twinkle twinkle little starr

HELLO peeps. Today's D-day. THA DAY I UPDATE THIS PAGE. ;D

I'm trying to squeeze a little text outta me so please bear w/h me now. :) FALALALALALA.

Okay. okay. Last week. Hmm. I went for NARROWSTREET! (; HAHHAH. I was like,reluctant to go and all,since I guess I'd be quite lonely,you know, and all AWKWARD. But but but,it was cell week. SOOOO I joined Emily Chan's cell,with like, Janice Tan (old school friend) and like ELENAAA. <3 teehee. And the people in my cell are AWESOMEE. Reaally friendly and all. n_n

SOOOO I made new friends! HAHAH. Like, Celine, Shanie, Eunice,Stephaniee and Phoebe..yeah. (; lmao.
Anyway, we had like,worship,then ice breaker, and then WORD. It was awesome lah. It's kinda a good idea to start a cell in school,ya know. Darn. That idea kept me up LATE last night. Grr. Oh well. Let's see how things goo.

AND school. Humm. I'm waaay behind schedule. D: Work hard,Rach. Yeolshimi Kongbuhaeyo! orrr...wtv lah. Yeesh. Falaalala.


AND OOH OOH OOH. I'M waaay obsesssed with MBLAQ right now. Kyaa. Joon-ie. Idol Army with MBLAQ IS JUST TOO COOL FOR WORDS. and retarded in a way,but still.it's awesome. WATCH IT. I SAY WATCH IT. >:) HEHEHEHHEH.


oh well. I'm running out of THINGS TO WRITE. Which, seldom happens unless I write in this blog. :O SORRY. o_o


Kisses,
Rachiee.
<3 s Lee Chang Sun. (: