My darn emo and gloomy day

12 March.
I have officially gone into a depressed and emo and grumpy and moody stage.Look what happened to me on thursday.Why God,WHY???

• Exams=English,Geo(oh,joy!) and Math(jolly good fun!)=="

English-I wrote a REAL disturbing story for English paper which was supposed to be like,200 words,I think I wrote about 500-1000 words.Seriously.I wrote about how two sisters,Mandy the older one,takes REALLY good care of Kim,d younger bubbly one..and when Mandy goes to school,Kim follows her mom to the supermarket to get groceries.mom pays at the check-out counter and Kim runs along,asks for permission and skip joyfully to the toys section.Kim suddenly gets kidnapped and I wrote about how Mandy ran home from school crying her eyeballs out and running over the whole neighbourhood screaming,KIM!KIMMY! 'till I'll bet her whole throat got swollen and she ran out of saliva(that's why she stopped.but i din write that.Lol!) And the next day,they had a call from the police dept. saying they found Kim's body in a black plastic bag,which was cut into 3 pieces(not gory enuf??) and dumped in a river.Then,Mandy got really depressed(like me,now) and her mom got like(almost mentally retarded) and Mandy distanced herself from her friends-she used to be 'miss popular yet oh-so-sweet-lol..and everyday she'd come home and sit in Kim's room and stare at the white-sheet-covered room and one day a gust of wind with Kim's scent blew in and she heard Kim's voice telling her she's alright and da..da..da..and I concluded the WHOLE essay with-"I'm happy with whatever's best for Kim.." awww....and Mdm Siva has to read the WHOLE essay cos she's marking it.HA! and her expression would be PRICELESS..priceless i tell you(if she's disturbed or touched-which i hope she would for entirely my entertainment) and Clare bear did the same topic and her was also Gory- let me shorten it in one sentence.a girl tried to get a teddy bear her dad gave it to her which her real pissed mom put on the top shelf n she jumped n she jumped n t whole cupboard fell on her and *SQUISH!* she died.FLAT.ewwww!!!

Geo-wasn't any better 'cos I was distracted by the shouts and screams and cheering of the ex-form 5s for their SPM result.And I was kinda distracted 'cos I was hoping there'd be extra time to see him.and there was! :)...Geo isn't entirely my bestsubject nor is it my favourite.so I did it with a happy heart..no! NO! no! you doof,not for geo!! for him! i was practically jumping out of my chair to see him..and the form 3 prefects tempted me..

Math-Don't even wanna talk about it.If Chui Lynn says it's hard..IT'S HARD!

THEN CAME LUNCH.. I SAW HIM! I REALLY DID! OOH LALA! HE LOOKED SO HOTT! YAY! IT'S LIKE THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM..SO A COCKTAIL MIX,YA KNOW? HAPPINESS,OVEREXCITED,OBSESSION,SORROW AND REGRETS -I DIDN'T PAY ATTENTION TO HIM WHEN HE WAS STILL HERE..SO..sob sob..

BUT I SAW HIM!!!!! <3...hearts,bro.

And then,when my mom picked me up in the car,my sister was like,"Bad news,jie.."and went all like,"Can I tell her the bad news,ma? Can I tell already?"..And I was like all panickky and then she opened her mouth and said these words which until now,still causes me difficulty in believing and accepting..She said....

"Jie,Janice is dead"..

I was like..WHAATT??!! whaddayamean she's DEAD? don't play play.How?!

"She and Lup Mun are dead.Car crash."

and then,a huge wave overwhelmed me.What a way to spoil my mood,not to mention my syched-ness cos I saw him today..And then I started crying..and so did I cry again when I slept that night.I'm still having a nightmare and can't accept tht she's gone even though it's been one day.I keep telling myself,"Janice is dead."and my mind kept replaying the scene when Elise told me.And I still can't accept,What a stubborn mule I am! But would you?,if YOUR cousin died and you're quite close to her or you closer relative? I mean who would you feel when the issue comes out in the papers and you look at her picture and you tink of her childhood days and all her suffering and loneliness..and sympthy just overwhelms you and you can still remember her voice,how she laughed and how she smiled and how she talked?

-heartbroken-

Nobody's Child part 1

(from left) Jan and her umm..friend from uTAR..(diff fren..UNLIKE the one mentioned below!)

My cousin,Janice Saw,has just passed away yesterday morning at 8 a.m. as the result of a very serious car accident.Her so-called "friend" was responsible for her death AND her boyfriend's death.Sad thing is,she just celebrated her 20th birthday on March 5th..Realll emo right now...just like (Teng Foong! aww..my piggie :)

Thus,let me,Rachel,report on:

In Loving Memory of Jan.PART 1

Jan,Lup Mun(Justin[gav him dat name..but nvr got the chance to tell him

:(]) and their "friend" and his girlfriend were out driving in Tapah(so it seems) at 2 am..a regular thing for hyper-active kids(tsk tsk)..and...

their 'friend' or to make it easier -M(for MURDERER!) got into a fight with his girlfriend(GENIUS..[very sarcastically] ==").And M has a useless tendency to swing and spin HIS car like a 'gasing' and cut lines and you know..the stuff(I don't know 'cos I'm a real sweet angel and I never break the laww..(the heavens open and a bright light shines down.thechoir starts singing.."hallelujah!") :D )Yeah..and so he did it.Then,BOOM! THE CAR HITS AND BANGS AND CRASHES AND (i'm out of words..do add.).INTO A TRAILER..(EVEN MORE GENIUS..WHO'S THE KAYPOH NOWah??!!..YEESH..BODOH BETUL!) ...DANG,DANG,DANG,DANG!

The result? Sure? Okay..Jan and Lup Mun(Justin) got SERIOUS injuries and got sent to Tapah Hosp.THEN,doctors checked Lup Mun and found that his heart was beating BUT he was already BRAIN DEAD.Unfortunately,doctors gave up on Jan 'cos her ribs were already CRUSHED AND SMASHED and the scan showed that her internal organs were all SMASHED AND DESTROYED and (need I go further?)She told Lup Mun's mom that her chest was pain,too.Then,she got into a COMA and sent to some Ipoh Hosp.

IRONICALLY,M AND HIS GIRLFRIEND,WASN'T INJURED AND ONLY RECEIVED OUTPATIENT TREATMENT..ARRGGGHHH!!! I need a hugg..sob sob sob..IDIOTS! SCREW YOU! (oops..the ugly side of me and my MR Hyde and Doctor Jekyll has been revealed) T.T

And,Jan never woke up.Goodbye Janice..I love you.

Ohh and my other cousin(second oldest on my dad's side),just received her SPM results.Did well-8A1s and 2A2s..told my mom,"I was so happy for my results.Was so excited to show Jan.Now I can't show her.I wanted her to be happy for me.I wanted her to congratulate me.But now,she's gone.CNY will never be the same anymore.."

(p.s-After Jan left us,Lup Mun died a few minutes later)(Lup Mun's her boyfriend..forgot to tell you that..whoa..Jan died with her boyfriend..not exactly romantic..it's heartbreaking!And during the funeral they made Jan and Justin get married(some Chinese illogical rite..forgive me if ure offended but I don't believe in this type of stuff.I mean she's..they're already gone..)(Anyway,Jan and Justin are going to be or already cremated and put together..for the last time..)

Rest in peace,Jan.Everything's over now,all your sorrows,all your worries,everything.Hopefully,you're in heaven.. :)

signing off,

rachel

FRED!

pfft..man..i LOve This guy..real funny..go check it out! retarded yet so amusing..

guys,introducing...



FRED! (Fred goes swimming)hilarious!! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEqwKNNQBwc


signing off,
tickled.

Tags

i fancy tagging no more than my other friends..oh well..here's one..though i find no point in tags beyond tags with the price on some cute pair of jeans.

TAGS
1-state the wackiest people uve met

LOL!! abbie and aaron no doubt..(<3)

2-state the cutest people uve ever met

yay! let's see..Gabriel(real cute fella) and Teng Foong!! :)

3-have you ever liked someone SO much it even freaks YOU out?

yeah..is still do and i will always forever(sighh..<3)

4-who do you hate the MOST?

Easy.Lalas..(wht's deir prob??)(psychopuffs)..bitches(MYOB..nth to do
go ruin ppls' lives..yeesh)(i ain't bitchy..btw)..sexists..(everyone's life are
of same value!) and corrupted leaders..betrayers..backstabbers.etc

6-who do you like most?
Ellie!Ho Chung..Tze Ying..Chui Lynn..Nicole Wong..Mei Jun..Charmane..
Chris..Wilson..Teng Foong!(!)(^^)(my emo piglet)(lawl) Debby..
Andyyee..Vee..Yi Hua..Jean..Gracie..elise(she forced me to say her name..oh well..).Sammiepoo..Gracie..Man man..(Eunice) ..Teren TOOT!

7-name a special fact abt yourself

i can speak and understand Korean...?

8-who do you miss the most?

awww....him..cousins..old friends..old school..him..:)

9-who do you wanna meet if u hve a chance to meet t person agn?and what would you wish for?

Him..I'd wish he'd like me as much as I do..

10-list ten friends you wanna tag
-Debra
-Elaine
-Tracy
-Yi Min
-Shinji
-Vee
-Jojo
-Ernest
-Teren Toot(lol..terence)
-Andyye

yeah..i noe..my tag is very simple..



HAHAHHAAHAHHA!!!! ( I AM SPONTANEOUS AND I LOVE SPONTANEOUS OUTBURSTS!)LOL.

Love story

EVERYONE fancies a love story..a good one at that..no hideous guys..a drop dead GORGEOUS looking girl..sigh he loves her..she loves him..he meets a car accident.lose his memory..20 years later,he comes back with a WHOLE NEW IDENTITY and still likes the same girl.Then the lovey gooey thing goes on for a few 100 episodes at that and finally.they lived ever after.(the girl died) isn't exactly one prefers to watch.but heck,there's so many now and sometimes u cnt really tell till uve like,watched da whole show right?Besides,you've got a choice to watch the first epi and skip ALLLL the way to the last one(if ya have the cd) and spoil your mood? i don't think that works.
Plus,i think it's very cruel for the directors AND the scriptwriters to write a SAAD ending to the almost-perfect story.i mean,a girl's gotta dream right? 3/5 of the Korean love stories are all ending with the girl dying all of a sudden with a heck of a disease,d guy goes blind..d guy goes paralysed n stuff..and to think,once they've gone through ALL the trouble to prove their love it ends just LIKE THAT!

yeah.i know...i'm a Korean fanatic

bLOG TEMpLatEs

sorry guys..yeah..ive got reports on hw my blog background sucks.but im real lazy to change..and it takes me quite sumtime to change n edit all d works.so.hang in there fella!

yeah i noe...it's a bit egoistic..n 'perasan"n all but i'll change.after my exams n durg d hol..if i haf tym..so if i screw up in this exam it's all ur fault!! n i'll b banned n u've to wait longer..Ha!

so hunnies...wait a lil longer kay? love u guys..(even if nobody reads..lol!) (loner..(like piglet! ^^))

-rachel-

Blogging

OKay people.This is how my blog works.I ain't a pure blogger..No sirree...My blog is different.Guess I'll start a new type of blog.The UBWOOLP.

U-irREGULAR
B-BLOG
W-WITH
O-OVER/EXCESS
O-OR
L-LITTLE
P-POSTS..

SO..I'M A UBWOOLP BLOGGER...irregular blogging with excess posting when i blog.sorry if u cnt keep up..just check my blog like once a month? I ain't no attention seeker... O:) (halo)(angels singing..the heavens open..and a shining light comes down..wacky imaginations..sighh)

Ndy

ANDYYE....naughty naughty..*wink wink*(man..i've done SO much winking todayy)


dEAR Ndy..(i tink im d oni one hu calls u dat.ahahax)
my my..do u realise that most of you friends blogs have u and jen? Jen jen jen jen jen jen ..lol..i noe u want himm... :P....man..i LUV teasing you!!! Entertainment for me.. >.<

okayy...i'd better stop now..i noe my ass is at risk nw...(andyye loves hitting butts!)(thank God not kicking butts!)

First Term Exam!

First Exam of the year,peepal!
it's like the easiest yet the hardest..Easiest as in compared to d otr coming ones...the hardest compared to LAST YEAR'S..(LOL!)(good point ;P)
sighh..better not screw up..wish me all the best....

Signin off...
buh-byee!

hearts

i heart him.. :) (Hyeon Bin AND...<3-비밀-(나의>

lol!

매일 나는 당신을 생각한다. 당신은 그것을 아는가? 당신은 추종을 생각하는가?

나의 번역된 블로그.(My translated blog! Kewl!) http://babelfish.yahoo.com/translate_url?doit=done&tt=url&intl=1&fr=bf-res&trurl=http%3A%2F%2Ftheworldrevolvesaroundrae.blogspot.com&lp=en_ko&btnTrUrl=Translate

私の翻訳されたブログ。
http://babelfish.yahoo.com/translate_url?doit=done&tt=url&intl=1&fr=bf-res&trurl=http%3A%2F%2Ftheworldrevolvesaroundrae.blogspot.com&lp=en_ja&btnTrUrl=Translate

my wackies..

From above,Anddye(JEN *wink wink*) and Rihanna(Brian(abbie says he looks like Rihanna(any resemblance ;P))..and Miss 2KL year 2008 pose..1st Runner-up...*drumroll* Jon jon!! <3..lol..so>

Gee MV

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E77r2hvgU8o

Girls Gen. Mini Album-Gee
Really hawt in Korea..Chart-topping song..
chk it out,kay?

Lotsa love,rae

L.O.V.E

To (fill in the blank)

You are my sun for my day
And my moon for my night
Into my heart,you bring light
Now the path is shining bright
Finally I can see the way..

10 things about my friends

these are ten things..about my ten of my friends..

1-Andrea-is crazy over my last year's dance partner..(WOW!) :O LOL!
2-Kenn-has 12(TWELVE!) frogs...(Jupiter,Michael Jackson..etc.ROTFL!)
3-Sarah Claree-has a sudden outburst syndrome(but we all LOVE it! :)..)
4-Dhanya-is hilarious
5-Aaron-is EVEN MORE hilarious..there's nobody who can't laugh when
he takes of his specs..haha x3
6-Pooh bearr-chris!-is real sweet and funny-lol..he shouts at someone then
bursts into laughter.. ;)
7-Piglet-Teng Foong-lol..i sit next to him..emo sometimes..(PIGGIE!!)
Insults always occur between Pooh and Piglet(i thought they were
s'pposed to be fwens? :o) )..blur,emo,weird(?),blind,funny(??),(LOL!)
Elena's "brother" and Abbie's "cousin bro"..(which btw,i think school "
family"is lame.)..(BUT WE ALL STILL LOVE TENG FOONG..AWW..)
8-Ellie-UHBA-SHE'S A TOTAL BANANA..
9-WILSON-blur and noisy...(lol)
10-Matthias-Snowwie! ( Sherlly leh.. *wink wink*)


CrAZy RIGHT? but they're my friends..it's who youend up with in the end..sigh..might as well like them...and i do...(*sometimes*) nah..just kidding. :)..

LOTSA LOVE,
~korean freak~

World Women's Day

international women's day-8 March 2009..


so...to all the women out there....

Happy Women's Day!!. hope EVERYONE will 'bekerjasama membasmi isu keganasan dan berpandang rendah terhadap wanita kerana wanita bagai tangan yang menghayun buaian menggoncangkan dunia.."


wah liao..i sound like a pro in bm..(BM SET 1ah!) :) *wink wink*


A lot has been happening...First,there's this really mean realy bitchy blogger who started this wmsbatch gossip blog where she gossips all about 2KL people...i mean...did we EVER did anything to YOU??

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.....

Thanks,to the ridiculous blogger whose blog is plain superridiculous,for creating a title for me to write in my blog.My blog would be STARVING for beans and out of juice.So,guess I'll give a treat to bloggie!

Reasons why the blogger is especially hated for
1-she is the reason why people made up this word thingy or short form(i dunno.. ;P)-MYOB(for those "katak di bawah tempurung",it's Mind Your Own Business!)
2-she's d type of girl that hates someone or a group of people for no particular reason(naturally THEY'LL hate you back..)
3-she goes about telling people about gossips that have long since passed..and she thinks she's so updated..(the oh-so-ever updated gossip gal it seems)
4-she's talking baaad about the school(this is my idea)readers'll think the school is just like any other typical school dealing with BGR,bitches (blogger)and all the goss probs..which..is giving the wrong idea..(generally)readers'll think,in my point of view,she's a terrible student and friend.such an ass...(which she is when she started this outrageous incredibly..exceptionally lame,childish and ridiculous blog..ridiculous,that's what it is.)
5-she goes on saying she a gossip girl and proud of it and stuff..(a Gossip Girl wannabe around!) but doesn't she know people hate gossip girls and watch the show cos the people are hot and she's not?
6-she goes about this secret identity and spreads rumours and blames her friends for starting the blog..(actually SHE'S the one..who'd want a friend like HER?!)(told 'ya she's a loser!)
7-then other people started a blog to oppose her,she called them childish.people who put anonymous in her c-bos is childish and cowardly,people hu give a little criticism=childish and lame.who's the one lame and CHILDISH here?(ahem! personality check!)(someone needs a SHRINK!)
8-seems her english is freaking good..maybe someone needs a help on how to put that into good use...
9-jealous much? why other reason for talking bad about other people?
aiya..we all know you have insecurity..obvious much?
10-we all have an idea of who you are..no use hiding any longer..another oblivious fact.wait 'till someone reports you..bet it'll be a goody two shoes or maybe even your friends..why not? you started the game first.mrs matthews would be happy to know..i mean..everyone needs a little gossip in their lives..and you'll be the topic of all the goss when ure BUSTED! congrats..

Come on..let people live their lives and YOU live YOURS...
To all my faithful dissapointed readers(sorry..i rarely update me blog!)
the link to this blog(OUTRAGE!)
www.wms1995batchgossips.blogspot.com

This is me,live with the news,signing off,
buh-bye!
-korean freako-